more pics, the dogs bundled up in the car

FEB 19 2011

hello, not sure if anyone out in the world reads this but i felt it was time to check in!! so many things happening and i have realized that it is my choice to be happy so i have been!! even with the scary stuff that goes along with every day life... tom looks to be getting his liver transplant, my puppies seem to be healthy and life just is good even if it has been a long and snowy winter..

my rescue work has been going well too... so pretty much i am just praying daily that the people with broken hearts or hearts that hurt get what they need from Spirit to be healed. Many Blessings alex

hhhmmn

Conventional people are roused to fury by departures from convention, largely because they regard such departures as a criticism of themselves....
-Bertrand Russell

fala foo

4th of july, independence and wormholes..

thoughts of independence come to mind this 4th. truthfully i am sort of lonely, but i am trying hard to make friends in this eastern town i live in all the while knowing i could hang out with my friends in the west if i was back there. it is so darn gorgeous here though and easy to live that i am torn thusly my own independence day is me being independent!! so what does independence mean to others i wonder. it is being free from bad things as well as the good. johnny my big mastiff is independent from his abusive owners. i am independent from the man i dearly love who no longer thinks i am worth respect or whatever... these are good things even if they mean a transition phase... and when your in the wormhole the only way to do it is to surf it like a big ol wave! so to anyone out there (and i am pretty darn sure no one reads this so this is a silly thing to say!) but to anyone out there celebrate all your independence from the bad stuff. and put out some gratitude energy for the day, your home , your friends and whatever loves you or whomever you love. i think towards that end i will upload a pic of my little winnie trying so hard to make friends with big johnny

happy 4th to all

let sleeping dogs lie

it's been a while since i posted and so much has gone on. someone i love a lot has gotten seriously bad news and that has colored my view on the world... but as tough as it is life goes on even when my view is filtered and i am trying to stop and make the time to celebrate the very small things that have such a powerful impact... today was the first time that Winnie my sweetheart of a frenchie girl lay down snuggled up to Johnny my sweetheart of a mastiff boy and they did this on purpose. Fala still is totally aloof to a snuggle up with him but my heart sure did smile at Winner doing it... here is the pic! it's the small things that add up to joy.

i hate decorating

painting all day , not rooms just samples of paint to pick color.. 3 trips to store for more colors... how does anyone do this??? want to drop so hot and tired. still no decisions which really sucks... that means tomorrow i need to paint also... and spend money on more samples.. yuck.......